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He paints his world with words and ballads.
A masquerade of what will never be
A shameful attempt to hide what is truly inside
For it never rains down on this utopia

His anger shown in screeches and screams
Brutality in it's purest form
His defiance to all he knows in subliminal volumes
His hatred shown in the shadows unveiled

A love he has never known
Shown in his desperate longing to be somebody
The fear of loss turns itself into a haunting lullaby
Little more than an unheard message to a woman forgotten

But beneath these words and hollowed out notes
He lives in fear and sorrow
Scared of the world ahead of him

Does anyone see through it
See through the mask
See the fear behind the smile
The tears behind the laughter

Of course not.
'Cause the longer you wear it
The more the mask becomes permanent
And words of fiction take tighten their hold
The Mask
The more i think about it the more it becomes clear.  Music really is just a mask that we wear and develop in order to shield our true feelings from those around us.  

Just a short piece i started working on a while ago and finished recently.  
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Good Evening my fellow Deviantartists how are we this cold winters evening.  I am writing this journal entry to wish you all a very happy Holidays.  I understand that some of you may not celebrate Christmas for a variety of reasons so in an attempt to value and respect those beliefs i am keeping this journal entry religiously neutral.  I myself will be spending the holidays with both sides of my family by spending Wednesday night with my dad, step-mother, little brother and grandmother whilst spending Thursday with my mum and her new partner and his son.  Unfortunately i will not be able to spend the holidays with my beloved girlfriend as she travels home to Glasgow tomorrow to be with her parents.  We did however have our own little special night last Thursday during which we had a lovely dinner, a few drinks and then exchanged presents ( which have remained unopened thus far).  Although i am a little bit distressed about not being able to spend the holidays with her i know that there will be many more times to come.  

I am very much looking forward to it all.  I have gotten my family some very nice presents as a token of my love for them.  some of which appear to be more extravagant than others.  I look forward to cherishing the look on their faces when they open them as well as spending two lovely days with the ones who i love.  

As i stated in the opening of this journal i would like to wish each and every one of you and very happy holidays.  i hope that you share some amazing moments with the ones you love and that you retain the good health and wellbeing that you have shared for the rest of this year.  I also with you all a very happy new year and that the beginning of 2015 is not only a positive one but one that opens many doors for you all, doors that lead to positive prospects and exciting endeavours.  

I will not be online much during the holiday period as i will be spending time with my friends and family but i do intend on making 2015 a more active year for my account and to publish not only some more literature pieces on here but to get back in the swing of my drawing as well.

until we speak again my friends....Farewell

HD out 
Good evening my fellow Deviantartists how are we all this fine December evening.  

Some of you may have realised that roughly six weeks ago on the second of November i posted a journal depicting my completion and success in the pre test for Tang Soo Do in order for me to go for the rank of third dan black belt.  In this previous journal i stated that i had been officially invited to test on what was in fact today, the sixth of December.  Well my friends that day has come and passed and all i can say is.  What a day it has been.  I attended the testing this morning which ran from Nine oclock in the morning until one oclock in the afternoon and consisted of eight candidates.  Five of which were my fellow classmates going for a range of different black belt grades.  

I woke up this morning next to my beautiful girlfriend and thought that this was a perfect way to start they day.  That if i did not for some reason pass the testing at least i would have gotten to wake up next to her.  The testing was...in all brutal honesty...the most difficult physical event i have ever had to put myself through.  Half an hour in to the four hour testing and my karate suit was ringing with sweat already.  Lovely right.  Well it gets worse as the sweat was ringing off me more and more with each passing second.  The pain i felt at various points in the testing is indescribable.  We were required to do two on one sparring with two people attacking a blindfolded opponent.  I unfortunately had to do this ( My fight was the last one of the event so i was lucky ) and in this fight i was brutally destroyed by my own friends, knocked to the floor and almost put unconscious several times.  

But anyway that is just one aspect of the testing.  Another aspect is that in order for me to pass i not only had to demonstrate the standards required of me but also act as a leader ( As i was the most senior grade out of all of the candidates today ) By doing this i was the one who motivated and pushed the rest of the testers through the day encouraging them to do their best when they were lagging behind.  unfortunately though it would seem that at some points i could not follow my own advice as i found myself being unable to push through walls without the motivation of others behind me.  

At the end of the testing i honestly thought that i had failed.  My mum and my girlfriend were standing looking at me but i could not bring myself to look at them as i honestly felt that if i had failed i would be too ashamed.  Surprisingly though this was not the case and my instructor called me forward in order to present me with the rank of Third Dan Black Belt in the art of Tang Soo Do.  Not only is this an immense achievement for anyone  to accomplish but this is one of the things i never thought would have been possible for me.  I always knew i would make it to second dan but never did i think i would make it to third.  The waves of happiness, pride, joy, exhaustion and relief that i felt as i walked up to the panel, shook the hands of all nine judges and then wrapped my temporary new belt around my waist was incredible.  Why is it only a temporary belt you may ask?.  Well guys the story is that i had the chance to either be given a brand new belt with the three gold stripes on it or i could continue to wear the same belt that i have been wearing for two and a half years now, have it shipped off to get the third gold stripe on it and then wear it for another potentially five years before i am ready to go and test for my masters grade.  So i decided to keep my belt ( Just because i am a sentimental kind of guy.)

Once again guys i have no words to describe just how happy and proud of myself and all my other team mates i am.  Inverness Tang Soo Do keeps on getting stronger and stronger as we continue to introduce more and more black belts into our ranks and even more second and third dans as well.  I am now away to collapse and watch Dawn of The Planet of The Apes.  

Ciao guys
HD  
A while ago i was placed in a position where there was only one thing in this world that i wished for.  That, as horrible and mindlessly cruel as it may sound, was for the life of one person to come crashing down on top of them in retaliation for what they had put me through.  For them to be reduced to a level close to what i felt i had been reduced to.  

Well my fellow Deviantart artists....This blog is simply here to tell you that, as i am sure you have been told before, That you should be careful in what you wish for.  Recently...this wish of mine came true.  The person i so desired to see crumble has done so and, as shocking as it sounds, i feel none of the feelings i expected myself to feel.  I pity the person, i sympathize with them one hundred percent as i know how they are feeling.  This is where my confusion comes in.  This person reduced me to an emotional and physically broken wreck....so why am i not happy that my wish has come true.  Was my wish at the time just a hollow attempt at making myself feel better or was this something that even eighteen months after the incident, is something that i never truly wanted.  

I know that this person means nothing to me at this point any more and in fact they haven't meant anything to me in a long time now.  I feel nothing but dislike and agitation towards this person.  So once again....why, now that this wish has come true, do i feel none of the originally desired emotions that should have been associated with the wish.  

Maybe all this confusion will be cleared up in due time...on the other hand maybe it won't.  Maybe i will be left on this world for the unforeseeable future trying to determine why this dream,  one of the only ones which has come true, has left me feeling nothing short of disappointed.  

This emotional rant was brought to you by your friendly neighborhood hells-disasterpiece
HD out  
Well folks it's time for yet another journal entry made by hells-disasterpiece that i am sure no one will read or comment on.  This one contains an account of my trip to Glasgow on Sunday to see the Death Metal band Suicide Silence perform in The Garage on Sauchiehall Street.  

The journey down was fantastic as i made my way to Glasgow Queen Street Station by train departing from my home town of Inverness at 12:45.  Myself and a fellow Suicide Silence fan had reserved seats but they were taken from us by someone who refused to give them to us.  I had a couple of drinks on the train and arrived in Glasgow fairly merry and good willed.  After checking in to my hostel and dumping my bags i met up with a couple of my other friends and went for Drinks at Solid Rock Cafe.  A metal and Rock Cafe which looks and sounds scarily similar to the Hard Rock Cafe, just a little cheaper and less merchandise on the walls.  

When we arrived at the concert we dumped our jackets and made our way in to the venue just in time to see the first supporting band Black Tongue begin their set. Black Tongue, a UK originated Death Metal band, performed six absolutely crushing songs which took the crowd from a standstill to a sea of testosterone infused maniacs plowing into each other without any regards for their own safety.  These guys looked and sounded the part and are not a band to be ignored.  As this was my first time seeing and hearing them i did not know any of their material but that did not matter as they left me with the motivation to go away and learn the lyrics and sounds to as many of their songs as possible.  Roughly half way through their performance i exited the hall for some fresh air and was encountered by Eddie Herminez of Suicide Silence.  I asked him if it would be OK to have a photo taken with him and he said yes (Which is a miracle since he was in the middle of eating that the time ). 

Next up was USA based band "Fit For An Autopsy"....ladies and gentlemen these lads are beyond amazing.  Their music is top notch and their crowd presence is unbelievable.  The singer interacted with the crowd urging them to open up as many pits as possible and that is exactly what we did.  The effort and dedication put into all six of their songs by each member of the band was inspiring.  Although they were not as heavy as Black Tongue they certainly came close.  If anything i actually preferred FFAA to BT purely because of their sound and presence.  

The last supporting band of the night was the very much anticipated and highly regarded "Thy Art Is Murder".  an Australian originating band who i have heard so much about in the past year and a half.  The singer emerged last on stage dressed in a hooded sweatshirt which made him resemble members of Polish Death metal band Behemoth.  This brought an eerie presence to the room but did not stop the crowd from raising the roof.  This was yet another band of which i had not had much chance to listen to, i did however know one song of which they played that night which was "Reign of Darkness".  TAIM urged the crowd to get involved and were thoroughly impressed with the reaction they received.  They asked everyone to show their appreciation for BT and FFAA as well as our excitement for Suicide Silence who were due to take to the stage in a very short time.  TAIM is yet another band of which i would urge any metal fan to go out and listen to.  Their crushing vocals and devastating guitar riffs is not something that will leave you feeling disappointed.  

And now the time had come.  The stage lights dimmed and the crowd went silent.  After a few moments of anticipation Suicide Silence drummer Alex Lopez burst onto the stage followed by guitarists Mark Heylum and Chris "The Animal" Garza.  the trio were soon joined by bassist Daniel Kenny and later, after much chanting by the crowd who screamed the words "Here we, Here we , Here we fucking go" Eddie Herminez, frontman of Suicide Silence emerged bringing the crowd to a roaring mess of excitement.  It was no time at all before SS burst into their first song of the night "Inherit The Crown" causing the crowd to jump up as high as they can and open up mosh and circle pits larger than what was made for any other band that night.  As the crowd screamed the lyrics Suicide Silence's stage presence could only be described as having the energy of a jackrabbit on cocaine.  Eddie was seen as not disappointing the reputation he had brought with him to the UK and as they entered the second song "Cease To Exist" The crowd's energy did nothing but heighten.  The remainder of their set list only got better with every song.  With old school SS songs such as No pity for a Coward, Disengage, Wake up, Slaves to Substance, Smoke, Fuck Everything and Bludgeoned to Death, being combined with material off of their new album entitled "You Can't Stop Me", songs including their two opening tracks of the performance , Sacred words and You Can't Stop Me.  This set list was one that created a sense of euphoria among the crowd.  Suicide Silence concluded the performance and the night with their well known, crowd pleasing, mosh pit starting, neck breaking, bone cracking and concussion causing song "You Only Live Once".  As the crowd and myself chanted along with Eddie and headbanged with what little strength we had left i achieved a sense of happiness and being that i had never before felt.  As the performance came to a close the crowd showed their appreciation one final time and made their way out of the venue.  

The ending of this concert was by no means the end of the fun and surprising events for me of the evening.  As i made my way to the opposite side of the street to a bar in which played live open mic blues, jazz and rock music i sat with my friends drinking white russians and vodka shots until i could no longer stand up.  After roughly an hour of drinking i made my way to a local chip shop where i stuffed my stomach with food in order to allow me to continue drinking.  On the way back to the bar we walked past a club entitled Nice 'N Sleazy outside which stood a long haired man smoking a vaporiser.  As i drew level to the man i realised that it was Daniel Kenny, the bassist of Suicide Silence.  As i stood talking to the man of which i had idolised in Suicide Silence ever since i started listening to them i notice another man draw level with us.  This man was none other than Chris Garza.  Words could not describe the excitement and awe that i found myself in as i begged both men for a photograph to be taken after which we got to talking about the span of Suicide Silence's career and how much their music had meant to me and my friends and just how amazing not only their other concerts had been but how amazingly they had played that night.  

As i departed for the bar to end the course of my night i could nto believe what had just happened.  I had now, by this point met three of the members of one of my favorite bands by complete accident.  Could the night have gotten any better.....i do not think so.  
Good Evening my fellow Deviantartists how are we this cold winters evening.  I am writing this journal entry to wish you all a very happy Holidays.  I understand that some of you may not celebrate Christmas for a variety of reasons so in an attempt to value and respect those beliefs i am keeping this journal entry religiously neutral.  I myself will be spending the holidays with both sides of my family by spending Wednesday night with my dad, step-mother, little brother and grandmother whilst spending Thursday with my mum and her new partner and his son.  Unfortunately i will not be able to spend the holidays with my beloved girlfriend as she travels home to Glasgow tomorrow to be with her parents.  We did however have our own little special night last Thursday during which we had a lovely dinner, a few drinks and then exchanged presents ( which have remained unopened thus far).  Although i am a little bit distressed about not being able to spend the holidays with her i know that there will be many more times to come.  

I am very much looking forward to it all.  I have gotten my family some very nice presents as a token of my love for them.  some of which appear to be more extravagant than others.  I look forward to cherishing the look on their faces when they open them as well as spending two lovely days with the ones who i love.  

As i stated in the opening of this journal i would like to wish each and every one of you and very happy holidays.  i hope that you share some amazing moments with the ones you love and that you retain the good health and wellbeing that you have shared for the rest of this year.  I also with you all a very happy new year and that the beginning of 2015 is not only a positive one but one that opens many doors for you all, doors that lead to positive prospects and exciting endeavours.  

I will not be online much during the holiday period as i will be spending time with my friends and family but i do intend on making 2015 a more active year for my account and to publish not only some more literature pieces on here but to get back in the swing of my drawing as well.

until we speak again my friends....Farewell

HD out 

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Rhys Davies
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hey guys. im an artistic student who mainly focuses on sketches and designs. im an insane character. anyone on here that has met me will verify that ha ha ha ha. im very keen on my art and often create emotional pieces

im into heavy metal such as slipknot , slayer , upon a burning body , as i lay dying and five finger death punch. i like horrors such as grave encounters and paranormal activity. i play manhunt occasionally which is a great game to play at night as it tests your senses and running and hiding skills.

when im drawing i like to listen to music so that i can zone out of the world and concentrate more on what i am drawing.
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sasunaru121 Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2014
thanks for the fave
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No problem i love the upload.
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Thank you so much for the fave :D 
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No problem its a beautiful piece :D 
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Hello.  Sorry to bother you but I am trying to create a new group dedicated to Original Literature and wondered if you would be interested in joining?

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I know that we are a bit short of members right now, but I am hoping that people will soon join and the fun and games can begin!  You are also more than welcome to submit your written work to our gallery.

I hope that you will consider joining us soon.  If not, I apologise for taking up your wall space
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hells-disasterpiece Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2013  Student General Artist
i shall check out your group and get back to you soon might take a couple days but i will definitely get back to you 
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^_^  I have sent you an invitation so that you only need to click to accept if you fancy joining us.  We would be glad to have you ^_^
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Hey, thanks for the watch! 
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no problem always nice to add fellow talented deviants to my list

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