|My first ever design for a humanised transformer. This is Redsky which i am currently using in a rp in which she plays a mercenary. she is by far one of my best drawings and i love this piece|
Torn Between Two Worlds How did i get here... where exactly is HERE.Torn Between Two Worlds by ~hells-disasterpiece
This desolate road I see before me stretches on farther than my eyes can see. It's surface riddled with crater-like potholes and cracks. The sky is split in two, to my left the clouds are a sinister shade of grey and possess a morbid and stormy aura. To my right the sky is clear , the sun shining brightly and a flock of birds fly mindlessly in the heavenly glow.
As I find myself wandering down this road which lies between two fields of grass. I look to my left and come to an abrupt stop at the sight that my eyes are met with. I can see them...All of the people I have wronged in my life, their faces contorted with anger as they shout curses and abuse at me. one woman, a once cherished part of my life, stands with rage etched into her face, her arms flying wildly as her words fly from her tongue.
what do you want with me i ask myself as i forcibly tear my gaze from her face.
I triedI tried so hard.I tried by ~hells-disasterpiece
I tried my best.
I gave you my all,
and now there's nothing left.
You stole my heart,
then tore it in two.
Now I'm falling apart,
and don't know what to do.
Divided by decisions,
burned by the fire.
Confused by your words.
Tempted by desire.
I'm living in the present.
My mind is on the past.
Not knowing what I'll lose.
Not knowing what will last.
Blinded by fear.
Drowning in doubt.
Struggling to be free.
Looking for a way out.
How long?They came again last night,How long? by ~hells-disasterpiece
The scenes of horrors past,
But how....why now.
He thought they were over.
He sees the ones he loved.
Hears their words....but as he does.
his hearts goes heavy...it refuses to beat
These scenes haunt him forever.
no escape, no comfort to be found.
why he wonders...why
when dawn arrives he is already woken.
sweat rushing off his brow.
he sits, knees to chin...shaking...crying
his body cold.
he no longer remembers his last full sleep
did he ever have that luxury.
he asks questions. questions no one can answer.
he remains a shallow shell of his former self.
alienated to his life and all those within it.
but how much longer can he survive? before the horrors claim him for good
So You Wanna KnowSo you want me to tell you about that night?...OK if your sure.So You Wanna Know by ~hells-disasterpiece
The date was August 1st 2012. A night I never wanted to remember. Everything had been going so well. I had my friends by my side, we were having a good time , catching up with people we hadn't seen in a while, listening to music and havin' a laugh. We had gone out to our main hangout as usual and had been chilling for hours by this point. Yet despite all of this...despite the positive atmosphere and hilarity the night had created. Something just didnt...didnt feel right.
As we were in the middle of messing around and chatting my phone rang.
Now this is where the story gets dark so if you want me to stop then just say....no...OK but dont say I didnt warn you .
I looked at the screen of my phone and saw the name of my closest friend. A friend who had moved back to his hometown in America a few months prior. A smile spread across my face as I answered.
Fallen AngelFallen Angel by ~jphnx22
Crawling in my forlorn appearance
I hide my soul behind these tattered wings
Tattered and broken as they are
Plucked of light, stained in tears and blood.
In quiet despair upon the cold earth
Smeared in dirt I crouch upon my weary knees
And clutched timidly between my fingers
Rests one last jewel of Hope.
A single unblemished plume plucked
From the silver light of dawn
A feathered ray of light from beyond
To illuminate the void that has me bound.
This precious barb of silk
Once lost as I was and forgotten
Blazes now to immerse me in radiant bliss
To wash away the pain, draw me from the abyss.
So now I fade away…
My tender flesh removed
My shattered wings released
My inner light unsheathed… escapes.
(c)2004 Joseph Palladino
Spreading my wingsStrengthening my wingsSpreading my wings by *TaintedRose8156
So I can fly away
Soar above the things
That keep getting in my way
My wings were broken and frayed
I was stuck amongst the pain
I was too afraid
To let go and break the chain
Through time and healing
I'm proud to say
Those memories are no longer stealing
My happiness today
I look up at the sky
The sun shining so bright
No longer asking why
Just enjoying the beautiful sight
So much potential
So much hope
Attitude is essential
In order to cope
I set my sights high
Because I know I can succeed
The limit is no longer the sky
Because I have finally been freed
SongI sing his name softly as I sleep,
hearing echoes of him while I dream,
my thoughts in slumber like a tumbling stream,
his syllables bring calmness to the deep.
I sing his name quietly in my days,
a constant sountrack to my own existence;
knowing however far or near the distance
he's lighting my life with the brightest rays.
I sing him, dreaming, waking, in-between.
I sing him while I daydream, my sweet dove
who fills my life so fully with his love
that keeps my heart alive, and pure, and clean.
If life's a journey through the mists of time,
may his ever fall step-by-step with mine.