|My first ever design for a humanised transformer. This is Redsky which i am currently using in a rp in which she plays a mercenary. she is by far one of my best drawings and i love this piece|
Letter to the heavensA lot has changed since you've been gone. The world seems different. Maybe that's because there have been so many changes in it. I've lost not only you but some other important people in my life. Relationships have both ended and been strained to the point of breaking.Letter to the heavens by hells-disasterpiece
You always told me that one of those relationships would not have lasted. I guess you were right. Maybe I should have listened to you more often. But hey. Look at me now...I've rebuilt myself like you always said I would. I've come back stronger and from now on I promise that I will not let myself be hurt again.
I've accomplished a lot of things as well. Winning major achievements. Most of which I did for you. Are you proud of me? I would like to think you are. I can imagine you looking down on me with a smile saying:
"That's my boy" and giving me the courage to push through the darkest of tunnels.
There hasn't been a day gone by
Torn Between Two Worlds How did i get here... where exactly is HERE.Torn Between Two Worlds by hells-disasterpiece
This desolate road I see before me stretches on farther than my eyes can see. It's surface riddled with crater-like potholes and cracks. The sky is split in two, to my left the clouds are a sinister shade of grey and possess a morbid and stormy aura. To my right the sky is clear , the sun shining brightly and a flock of birds fly mindlessly in the heavenly glow.
As I find myself wandering down this road which lies between two fields of grass. I look to my left and come to an abrupt stop at the sight that my eyes are met with. I can see them...All of the people I have wronged in my life, their faces contorted with anger as they shout curses and abuse at me. one woman, a once cherished part of my life, stands with rage etched into her face, her arms flying wildly as her words fly from her tongue.
what do you want with me i ask myself as i forcibly tear my gaze from her face.
I triedI tried so hard.I tried by hells-disasterpiece
I tried my best.
I gave you my all,
and now there's nothing left.
You stole my heart,
then tore it in two.
Now I'm falling apart,
and don't know what to do.
Divided by decisions,
burned by the fire.
Confused by your words.
Tempted by desire.
I'm living in the present.
My mind is on the past.
Not knowing what I'll lose.
Not knowing what will last.
Blinded by fear.
Drowning in doubt.
Struggling to be free.
Looking for a way out.
SongI sing his name softly as I sleep,
hearing echoes of him while I dream,
my thoughts in slumber like a tumbling stream,
his syllables bring calmness to the deep.
I sing his name quietly in my days,
a constant sountrack to my own existence;
knowing however far or near the distance
he's lighting my life with the brightest rays.
I sing him, dreaming, waking, in-between.
I sing him while I daydream, my sweet dove
who fills my life so fully with his love
that keeps my heart alive, and pure, and clean.
If life's a journey through the mists of time,
may his ever fall step-by-step with mine.